well the mammoth essay is in- a whole page of bibliography! i'm gettin a wee bit concerned about my sanity what with all this stuff buzzin round my head its rather scary got to hand another essay in tomoro and the final one is in on thursday and then......happy breezy day with the fella, after that back to the grindstone:( but i have realised recently how important it is to find the joy in where i am now. i am so blessed in my life it amazes me but i always seem to be reaching forward for the next thing, some times it's best to just be