looooonnnggg time

well it has been a very long time since i have written here , in said very long time i have-
*graduated with a 2.1
*got engaged to the love of my life
*moved house
*bought a wedding dress and 5 bridesmaid dresses
*planned a whole wedding apart from the fine details

however i still do not have a proper job -which i am in serious need of -its an issue